You are the topmost witness of my Guru-kripa prapti, but still...! – You are just misled by the dual conception existing inside your heart

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You are the topmost witness of my Guru-kripa prapti, but still...!

(You are just misled by the dual conception existing inside your heart)

Date : 21.06.2025

To

The honourable president ācārya of Śrī Gopinath Gauḍīya Maṭha Śrī Śrīla B3 Mahārāj Ji,

Dear/Honourable Srila Maharaj Ji,

Gauḍīya  Goṣṭhī  Pati Śrī  Śrīla Bhakti Siddhānta Sarasvatī Gosvāmī Ṭhākura Prabhupāda  Paramahaṁsa Jagad Guru said that— "Do not try to discover the nature of truth by the experience of your imagination. Do not endeavor to attain the truth through experience of the world. Do not manufacture Truth in order to satisfy your erring inclinations, or hastily accept anything for the reason that it satisfies such inclinations. Do not regard as truth anything that has been "build up" or has the support of a majority of people like yourself, nor as untruth anything that is rejected by the overwhelming majority. According to the scriptures there will be found hardly one in a crore of human beings–who really worships the Truth (from heart). What is proclaimed by the united voices of all the people of this world as Truth may turn out to be false. Therefore, cease to confront the Truth in a challenging mood. The truth is not brought into existence by such arrogance. One has to approach the Truth in the spirit of absolute submission.”

First of all, I like to pay my prostrate daṇḍavat praṇāma unto your lotus feet. I like to convey my heart touching feeling in course of writing this letter of apology to you. I wonder how you forget me so easily and quickly, about my honest blood shedding efforts to establish viśuddha caitanya vāṇī for the protection and preservation of sampradāik vāṇī vaibhāva! How you forget about all your previous commitments done in front of me! How you can go against me to prove me out of Śrī Caitanya Maṭha (Śrī Gopinath Gauḍīya Maṭha), whereas you know it for sure that I am always staying in Śrī Caitanya Maṭha with Śrīla Prabhupāda (I mean with Śrī Gurudeva) together with his siddhānta vichars and acharans, you also have confirmed this point many times in the past—through your different letters and statements (attached herewith – to remind you). Never mind, the same allegation was there against our Gauḍīya guru-varga like Paramapujapad Śrīla Bhakti Pragyan Keshava Gosvāmī Mahārāj or Śrīla Bhakti Raksak Śrīdhar Dev Gosvāmī Mahārāj or Śrīla Bhakti Pramode Puri Gosvāmī Mahārāj (Śrī Guru-padapadma) or many other disciples of Śrīla Prabhupāda about their staying outside Śrī Caitanya Maṭha (though externally), so what? So, also, as per your opinion, surely Śrīla Prabhupāda has done no sevā of his paramahaṁsa Guru-padapadma Śrī Śrīla Gaura Kishore das Babaji Mahārāj. With this kind of extremely narrow conception how one can survive inside Śrī Gauḍīya devotional field as an ācārya, that I cannot understand at all!    

You know it for sure that lābha, pūjā, pratiṣṭhā is just like stool and urine in my life, so you can discover that still today I am surviving. You know it for sure that through my nonstop (continous) vāṇī sevā I am always getting the divine association of Śrīla Prabhupāda and Gauḍīya guru-varga, that is the only reason for why I avoid going anywhere (what to speak about foreign trip). As per the absolute vichar of Śrīla Gurudeva one can stay inside a stool passing kumud, not inside Gauḍīya Maṭha, if he is not following The Prabhupāda in toto, perhaps you forget this most vital point. I never took any kind of help from your Maṭha to maintain my devotional life which was only dependent upon mādhukarī bhikṣā, rather always I donated or distributed (or still today I am doing so) all those books printed by me free of cost among devotees. In your honour how many books were published? Can Your highness remember? How and why, you wanted to deprive me of the most vital vāṇī sevā relating to that reference library which was supposed to be installed inside your temple (inside the president building, as per your commitment – as the president ācārya of the temple)? Why those traitors were given priority to do dirty business of vāṇī sevā with those rare invaluable collection? What maṅgala you can expect out of that? Maybe you are ‘Gosvāmī’, but you know it for sure that I am ‘Go-das’.

To try to protect the divine dignity of our Gauḍīya Maṭha and Gauḍīya guru-varga means to become a target of attack – like me (or like The Prabhupāda). You all can enjoy endless lābha, pūjā, pratiṣṭhā, but for how long! Why you have no power to request ISKCON society to force them withdraw all those very very dirty things in the form of books and speeches or comments and also dirty criticism against Śrī Gauḍīya Maṭha and Gauḍīya Maṭha devotees, which all are kept in the internet for the past 50 years or more than that, to misguide those common people? That is the most vital question in front of you all, but rather you can apply force on me to stop writing all these divine protest notes to protect the divine dignity of Śrī Gauḍīya Maṭha and our Gauḍīya Maṭha devotees, simply because I have no money power or man power etc. This is the mood of your justification as an ācārya, what we can do!  If your honour is successful to accomplish this great task, then automatically you can discover that we also have done so. Hooliganism cannot stand in the way of hari-bhajana. Why you are failure to give an ultimatum to the ISKCON society in this regard, whereas they are spreading all cancerous disease in the name of preaching, still you all are silent, how wonder that no response coming from your side!

Can you at all prove any fault behind my divine sevā plan and program?

Why glorification issue of Ananta Vasudeva can get support on your website named ‘Prabhupāda Ray’s’? I don’t know what all are the agreements done by you with ISKCON society or Vasudeva party? Please try to justify all your activities (done in the past or doing at present or like to do in the future), or you can kill me – which is the only way open before you. Now I would like to know your decision.

Those pure Vaiṣṇavas can always get absolute love, honour or respect or sevā from me all the time, none of them never can get any bad treatment from me, no possibility at all, but I can jump like a lion if I find any corruption in this Gauḍīya devotional field, that has been the divine sevā mood in my life.

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Thanks a lot

                     Truly yours in the service of Śrī Śrī Guru-Gaurāṅga and Go-Mata

                                                                                             Sri Shyam Das Baba

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